I AM WRITING

My inks are getting white

Which can't spread into a plain sheet.

My mind is getting black 

Which spread into darkness.

But still I am writing.

Once I missed it intentionally 

Now I am not sure about getting

Her again to make my dreams colorful

now its in black and white.

But still I am writing.

Those feelings were destructed by me

Now I am searching for the broken parts

To reconstruct the old dreams but

I am not getting words

But still I am writing.

I am waiting for her

To come back to me

I don't know what will happen

The fate will take its way

But still I am writing.

I know i was wrong

Regrets haunting me down

Now I am searching for her 

I don't know she will move away from me

But still I am writing.

I know the words are not getting fair

Because the inks are scattering all over

The white sheet which cause to turn black

Nothing is not clear and black and white

But still I am writing.

I am writing this for her

To read those spread-ed inks.

I know she won't get clear

Because I am a cheat trapped in regrets

But still I am writing...