I AM WRITING

My inks are getting white

Which can't spread into a plain sheet.

My mind is getting black 

Which spread into darkness.

But still I am writing.

Once I missed it intentionally 

Now I am not sure about getting

Her again to make my dreams colorful

now its in black and white.

But still I am writing.

Those feelings were destructed by me

Now I am searching for the broken parts

To reconstruct the old dreams but

I am not getting words

But still I am writing.

I am waiting for her

To come back to me

I don't know what will happen

The fate will take its way

But still I am writing.

I know i was wrong

Regrets haunting me down

Now I am searching for her 

I don't know she will move away from me

But still I am writing.

I know the words are not getting fair

Because the inks are scattering all over

The white sheet which cause to turn black

Nothing is not clear and black and white

But still I am writing.

I am writing this for her

To read those spread-ed inks.

I know she won't get clear

Because I am a cheat trapped in regrets

But still I am writing...

MY APOLOGIES TO YOU

As you are special and something

Surely once were you waited for me.

However, the time crept away

I know I made the mistake,

Nostalgia trapped me down,

I am searching for you now.

I had broken your faith upon me.

Nothing can't be undo, I know  

And now I came to you with words of apologies,

Will you forgive me???

I wish to go back to those era

Where our memories had begun

I know its not going to happen any more

Only thing you can do is to forgive me.

I am sorry for what i had done to you

Its all my mistakes, my only mistakes.

You can blame me and I am ready

At last will you forgive me???

I am regretting for the mistake

Which I had done to you

Now I am trapped inside me

Searching for your forgiveness.

I don't know about you now that

you gave your love to someone else

And i am worried about that

I hope it won't happen.

Now seriously I am loving you

No roles for fake in it.

If you forgive me

Will you love me again???

I hope you will accept my apologies.

Once again I am sorry for what i had done to you.

Will you forgive me???

However, the fate walk its way...