SOMETHING IN MY MIND

Finally I found you
And I fell in love
Rapidly beats my heart
Slowly I melt on you
And I need you
Not only for a moment
And I love you so much...

There is something in my mind
And it twisted like the scribble
The cold sun got defrost
And the words get short
But the meanings goes beyond all.

The madness goes away
And something in my mind spreads
All over the white pages
With a meaning of black love....

THE SOUL OF HEAL

Beauty of the nightmare got fade

And the corpse of love found a life

Not by a single night or a move

Even that day was a strong fate

I like to move along without a hate.

The love of hate is an old episode

And now its a love of specials.

The soul met a soul of heal

And wish to become its mate...

BYE FOREVER...

Hey you, young lady in pardha
We became lovers for a night
But the next day we tried to be strangers.
It's not our mistake, but it's a fate.

That night I dreamt a lot
Those darkness was still haunting me down
A beauty changed to a nightmare
As bitter as truth.

You addressed yourself as a cheat
But I labeled that to another one
That name won't fit for you
It's  not your mistake, but it's a fate.

Once I asked you, Who am I for you?
You replied as soulmate.
That answer makes my heart feel so cool
But It became so hot and hot
And it burned down into ashes.

I have sent a gift for you
As a mark of love and respect.
But it changed as a present
Not for our love, but for its death.

I like to fade away
Before we fall again
We buried our love in our hearts
Its remains become some sort of memories.

I won't hate you till death
Because I loved you not to hate you.
The day when my memory will fade,
Till that day you will be in my mind.

You will be in my stories
That I have to tell for the one.
Now I realize the truth that
You have gone forever.

Still now I can't accept
That we have parted
But even we became more than lovers.
I am happy as well as sad with it.
I like to take a rewind but it's not going to happen
Let the fate walk it's way... 

WHERE ARE YOU???

Hey you, young lady in Pardha
Where have you gone?
I have no choice to search you
But I tried to contact you.
You disappeared in a moment
Without even giving a mark.

Hey you, young lady in Pardha
Where have you gone?

Did you know about a gang?
The gang of Mr MAS & Dr FS.
Like our company name " HIDDEN MYSTERIES "
You are gone like a mystery without any trace.

Hey you, young lady in Pardha,
Where have you gone?

Those days we talked too much
Neither as a lover nor as a friend.
When you are gone without any info
I didn't give a mind
But now I want to know
What happened to you.

Hey you, young lady in Pardha,
Where have you gone?

Many questions are coming to my mind
But I don't know any answers.
Is it a game, like cat and mouse,
Or a hide & Seek
In that circle you are hidden 
And I have to find you.

Hey you, young lady in Pardha,
Where have you gone?

I hope I will get an invitation
And I am waiting to get that.
Before that call
I have to find you out.
If the fate is to meet you again
Then I will come to you
Neither as a lover nor as a friend.
I want to know what happened to you.

Hey you, young lady in Pardha,
Where have you gone and where are you ???

FOR YOU !

All I know is something

Kind hearted and cute

She is like a fun filled blossom

Helped me with my topic 

And I got a new amigo

Yes a good and nice amica

And now she is going to fly...

She have a key and she opened

Not my heart but the door

She was headed from the city of hills

But we met at the venue of queen of Arabian Sea.

Her smile is good and cute

But something was hidden

I tried to find out 

Finally I won to get to know

I think she is a villianess

A villianess with a mask

Later I knew that the mask is a veil

Not from the good but from the sorrows.

I told her about my scribbles

She didn't read it first

But when she scanned them

She told me to spread the ink about her.

Yes this scribble is about her

Its about the lady who is going to fly.

A YOUNG LADY IN PARDHA

When my eyes were on the screen
My view got stuck on a solicitation
I confirmed it and took a look
It was a girl who loves pardha.

      She is a girl in black pardha
      As black as night
      With a Style of white heart
      As white as full moon.

She started with a niqab
Then slowly raised it to upward
I didn’t saw a face but a smile
Which hides me from the sight.

      Strangers are her best friend
      Helps her to collect new tales
      She loves to capture, not the world
      But the black inks from the white sheets.

She is on the assignment
To read the human mind
Not to share it to the world
But to treat them well.

     When I saw her for a fraction of second
     She was in a black pardha.
     Which realized me to lower my gaze.
     So I can’t see who was in that pardha.

I know she is not hiding
But defending from the evils
I saw her all the time in black pardha
And it made me to respect her…

A WHITE & BLACK LOVE STORY

The spades are rolling over the hearts

And the dawn and dusk are passing

And still I can feel the heats of that night

Plus now I am in lonely as solitude.

Are you still remembering that night?

The night you ripped my heart

Anyhow Still I am in that dark

And there you locked me as forlorn.

I felt like I am in a desert

Where the ambiance shows tragic

I tried and I crept to find an avenue

And I found an outlet finally.

The event helps me to think 

And those thoughts which I can't blink

The upshot revealed me as a villain

Not on other's story but on mine.

I am not a normal villano

But villano as fair as horror

I didn't lie to you in any reasons

But those are as soft as pebble.

I know I am your incubo

Incubo as same as daymare.

I won't blame you for being in my life

Because, those days taught me something.

I am sorry for being in your life

But the fate of us is to meet.

We met and you got a new schurk

schurk as tough as black

The words of sorry falling on me 

But you didn't hurt me, if so

I will be the only reason for you

To be hard on me as a bitter.

I never ever thought you as a mistake 

And moreover gave a pleasant intake

Plus no way reflected for an abstain

And much over and above to retain.